Saturday, January 29, 2011


encourage me

that is all about
it give me some spirit to continue my life and give me some spirit to find my destiny

there is hero if i look inside my heart (yes! i can feel it)
i am a hero for my family
i am a hero for my own decision
yes.. for sure.. there is a hero on me

and it is a long road... so long..

i love my family.. insyaallah.. one fine day.. you can hope on me.. because Im your hero!
(love my family)

love them wif all my heart
nothing precious compare to them
you all is hero for me..

i am your hero
and we can survive together
and fight this sorrow
have strength and strong to carry on
all the emptiness will disappear


Gratisan Musik
 mariah carey-hero
this is the lyrics... enjoy this with me..
There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away


And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

It's a long road

When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear


Lord knows

Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time
You'll find the way



tolong lah percaya...
tolong lah percaya
saya sedang menjinakkan diri ke gym
aik xbaik tau!!

apa yang membuatkan demok mahu ke gym?
sebab nak kurus?

sebab dah naik berkilo kilo
badan pon dah mcm tong dram

(comel tak?)
hahaha.. dush dush
NOTE: akk saya kata badan mcm fasha sandha beranak 10
(durjana betul kakak saya!)

okay, apa respond mereka bila kata nk kurus..
1. weh xpayah la.. sedap dah badan tu.. sedap n montok montok..nk peluk!(statement gatal)
2. ko tu hangat hangat tahi ayam..(statement yg ade benar gak)
3. ko boleh punya! (statement beri semangat)
4. inner beauty that counts (yes! semestinya)
5. tak perlulah.. awk dah cantik! (aik.. mcm kembang satu badan..hahahaha!)

okay apa determination and inspiration saya..
meh saksikan

inpirasi saya adalah 2 org perempuan cantik ni..
kim kardashian dan hillary duff

sebab apa suka dorang??

sebab hillary duff lebih kurang sama ngn saya kan? kan? kan? kan?
okat saya tahu saya perasan.
utk sekarang apa makanan yang saya akn menyampah?
sudah semestinya ayam goreng 
termasuk KFC n McD tapi xtermasuk kenny rogers roasters.. hehehehe

apa makanan yang demok akn suka?
semestinya dan tak pasti lagi... hmm segala jenis ikan.. (yakkk!)

hahah.. xleh la nak berhenti terus kan..
keh keh keh

anak sape xsenonoh makan ayam ni
okay! ini cerita lama..
dan sekarang xkan ade cerita mcm ni..

okay.. kata pergi gym kan?
so mestilah kene ade bukti..
okay . dah tau mesti korang xcaya..
meh saksikan bukti bukti yang sahih lagi nyata

kabur pulak gamba
ni xtau sapa..
serabai nak mamp
bersenang lenang stlh berpenat lelah

dah dah dah
malas dah nak menaip
bye bye

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

if i die young-the band perry

listen to this! then you will like it

if i die young

bury me in satin
lay me down on the bed of roses

(suare pun merdu je)

If I Die Young Lyrics


If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh, uh oh

Lord make me a rainbow, I’ll shine down on my mother
She'll know I’m safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and
Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had, just enough time

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had, just enough time

And I’ll be wearing white, when I come into your kingdom
I’m as green as the ring on my little, cold finger, I’ve
Never known the lovin' of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand, there’s a
Boy here in town says he’ll, love my forever
Who would have thought forever could be severed by
The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had, just enough time

So put on your best boys and I’ll wear my pearls
What I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I’ll sell them for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I’m a goner
And maybe then you’ll hear the words I been singin’
Funny when your dead how people start listenin’

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh (uh, oh)
The ballad of a dove (uh, oh)
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep ‘em in your pocket
Save them for a time when your really gonna need them, oh

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had, just enough time

So put on your best boys and I’ll wear my pearls

donlod lagu (di sini!!)

Monday, January 24, 2011


the blood sucker is not about someone who stab behind us
but its someone like EDWARD CULLEN
that is so lovable to suck

_qia demok_

Thursday, January 20, 2011

it is your assignment or mine?

tiredly and lately
we already have our own group and assignment
i do love assignment
because i feel kind of adventurous even though it mess my mind.

i can handle it
i can accept any idea
i can tolerate if she acknowledge my work
i can be nice if she know how to appreciate

she and she and she
start to mess with her
like never know how to communicate and acknowledge student's work
she is my lecturer

"hey.. u better not do this.. its jerk"
"hey its sound too jerk"
"when you do this, i think orang tua pun know how to make it" (a rude comment)
"such a mess"

you know... she cut and discarded all my points and ideas?
without listen to me
without have any deeper conversation & deeper discusion
only refer to her side and ignored us

then she come up with her idea
"why not u follow my idea"
and bla bla bla bla
for me, she's trying to say
"your idea is suck and i have better idea and please just ignore your idea.."

such a bossy

its soo different 
during my diploma time
my lecturer is talented, kindly, 100% sincere and always listen to student side
and keep listening us and always by our side

even if we come up with a mess idea or the worst one,
they keep trying to find the benefit and usefull side of our idea
not like her.. keep smash and kill my mood

if this is your style
then why you give us a task
it is your assignment or mine?
who become a guider
and who become a guidee

or u want to show this?

and it is our first meeting and conversation
i have a bad judgement
i am flooded by hatred
surrounded by~MY IDEA IS BETTER

i know.. i am just a student.. ordinary one...
but i can voice my feelings and give my idea

rather than u smash mine.. why not u just sit back and discuss with me and understand me..
and talk politely... not yelling.. just be nice so i can return the same act
do i need to understand u?

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

SALIVATION~~ is melting

saya ada perasaan
i have feeling
i have deepest imagination
i have sincere wish
i have a wonderful dreaming

all this make me melt
already melted

the only person


my only dream boy... dream about him..
(it is ambiguous?)

i really like and even already love him!!!
see.. how gagah!!
(DEMOK! u better watch out)

i love guy from Irish because they look soo manly
and gladly because this GARY is partial IRISH ancestry.
born 13 nov 1969 in SCOTLAND UK

(hahaha.. just exactly like i wanted for)

boleh ke dapat ni? boleh ke?

sangat suka dia berlakon dlm movie PS I LOVE U, LAW ABIDING CITIZEN, 3oo,

yes.. asyik dok tenung muke dia!!

yess... PALING SUKA gambar ni!!


hahaha.. ambiguous.. bukan ye..


Tuesday, January 18, 2011

-SOUNDBITE- lately~

we learn from mistakes
everybody have mistake
and you should accept ur mistake


(not that Pict )

fucking ass damn whore mouth is suitable for that damn girl who carry out my bad stories. it's totally out of truth and 100% wrong. silly girl, trying to flirt with someone who unsuitable 4 u by ruin my reputation.
sorry!!!~~ xde modal nak flirt ke? or xlaku and tergedik2?

she called me DUGONG.. and i call u KOALA (your eyes look scary with lebam and pity make-up).. at least, i have happiness that u never got it. (since blog is my space and its freedom of speech.. i can do whatever i want). much better then yelling DUGONG in the Van and talking shitt behind me. 
thank you miss colorfull KOALA~
see~~ how good i am when someone asked me:
"what's wrong? do u have any problem with her?"
kindly and innocently im answering with..
(my kindness have reveal)
unless for this blog~~ it rely like my diary

at least i'll never mention to HEP @ HEA @ KP @ CIK MAS @ CIK SU about that KOALA..

keep holding this word..
one fine day.. justice will be with u

yess!! yess!! yess!!!
gladly.. when have another yang memang dah lama BERBULU with that KOALA. problem that shitt
sebab apa? that's is because... everybody is hate and feel insult with her WHORE MOUTH..
frankly speaking... go to mouthwash la yerrrr!!!

and one thing.. (free tips)
when someone give u an authority,
u just do your work
we have learn marketing
and know about management system
and u should know ur limits

maniskan muka, kurangkan perli, hilangkah muka buat2

Thursday, January 6, 2011

BANJARAN TITIWANGSA!!. satu keindahan alam dari yang maha berkuasa

 sumpah! sriyus! xtipu! gile!
sungguh sungguh indah permandangan kurasakan~~ bagaikan terbuai buai dgn kesegaran alam yang jauh dari hutan2 konkrit.. bagaikan terasa kicauan kicauan burung mahupun unggas disekitarnya.. masih terasa alunan rambutku berterbangan ditiup angin yang lembut dan dingin tatkala menyentuh kulitku yang halus gebu!!

wah wah wah
dah mcm poem

rasa nak muntah tak?

nak muntah? pdn muka korang!!!

betul sumpah pemandangan dia sungguh sungguh cantik

cantik sangat2 sampaikan rasa mcm xnak balik lah

tak nak balik!!! sehinggakan ditampar laju2 oleh adikku

wahhhhhh nampak sangat aku tipu

saksikan pemandangan yg indah ini

 indah tak lobang idongku

eh eh eh.. gurau gurau je... jgn marah wehhh kite gurau..
okay.. pemandangan ini betul punyeerr!!!


mcm rasa kat cameron highland.. fresh giler udara
inilah banjaran titiwangsa..

bukit2 tu ade berlapis2.. aku kire ade 7 lapis.. dah macam kuih lapis.. kadang2 mcm brokoli ijau pun ade.

gambar sendiri jangan dilupakan... sangat gedix you!

okeh... korang terasa nak pergi tak?

terasa jeles tak?

terasa pelik tak?

korang rasa makin demok tak!
shitt.. dah tau dah jawapan korang..

disaat keseronokan dan kesengalan bermaharaja lela..
dan si demok! menjadi mangsa

i lap n mop this place... wallllaaaahhhh!!!!

sebenarnya aku pun keliru.. entry ni nak cerita pasal BANJARAN TITIWANGSA ke atau nak jual GAMBAR2 aku?
hehehehe... DEMOK IS CUTE..
pulak dah? muntah kang!!!

ini bukan broga hill kat semenyih tu ya.. jangan sesekali tertipu..
kalau korang memang kaki kaki atau tangan tangan travel
silalah berkunjung ke sini..

belum rainforest pun cantik jugak..
sambil2 tu boleh la kite mendapatkan pahala dengan mengingati dan memuji kebesaran dan kekuasaan ilahi...

jom lah datang!

ini muka WANTED!~~
sapa sapa jumpa sila hantarkan kepada polis negara!

Saturday, January 1, 2011

tolong carikan saya jaket ini!!!!

korang masih ingat lagi tak?
aku pernah posting kat fb... yang aku ngidam nak jaket..

memangla korang ade nampak aku pakai..
tapi itu bukan jaket aku... itu jaket akk aku..
kat mana nk cari yer...
ala~~~ tensionnn.... saya suka jaket tuuu!!!

atau kene singgah GOLOK baru aku dapat~~
korang xde sugestion utk aku ke?

NOTE: dalam gamba ni bukan jaket aku... tapi jaket pinjam....hehehehe!!


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